[It really does sound like he's saying that as if to give him an excuse for what he is saying. For not being the monster that she was expecting]
When I was younger, it may not have been my top desire.
[He's silent at that comment. Does he think the Force guided her to him? No, not really. That was more just something that happened. He can't really lie though. They've both somewhat declared neutral ground by buying into the "it's a dream" thing.]
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[It really does sound like he's saying that as if to give him an excuse for what he is saying. For not being the monster that she was expecting]
When I was younger, it may not have been my top desire.
[He's silent at that comment. Does he think the Force guided her to him? No, not really. That was more just something that happened. He can't really lie though. They've both somewhat declared neutral ground by buying into the "it's a dream" thing.]
To whatever it needs from you.