I mean...yes? [Rey sounded both confused and embarrassed. She had to fight the urge to not duck her head. She had done enough of that already.] Slow as in, getting to know one another more before we did anything outside of...kissing.
[God, that was painful to admit out loud. She wasn't one to seek out someone out for a physical need. A hook up wasn't something she was interested in, and it was doubtful she could fully enjoy it as she needed to trust her partner. And fuck, she trusted Diego. Hopefully he didn't think she wasn't a novice or something--
Her eyes went wide realizing she had just implied and blurted out:] I'm not a virgin! [Wait, no, she was stumbling through this and Diego was going to think she was a complete idiot.] That is--I'm not inexperienced, or experienced---I wanted to wait a bit before we did anything, and I said that already. [Deep breaths, deep breaths, and wishing she could not stick her foot in her mouth.
There was a bright pink blush on her cheeks now, great. Biting the inside of her cheek, Rey timidly continued on:]
I would lean in, wanting to kiss you and I got a peck on the cheek, so I thought we were on the same page of slow, but not slow. [Did that make sense? Did her luck run out with him?]
And I said BB was with Poe and Finn in case you wanted to spend the night...assuming the date went well, and you wanted to stay with me.
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[God, that was painful to admit out loud. She wasn't one to seek out someone out for a physical need. A hook up wasn't something she was interested in, and it was doubtful she could fully enjoy it as she needed to trust her partner. And fuck, she trusted Diego. Hopefully he didn't think she wasn't a novice or something--
Her eyes went wide realizing she had just implied and blurted out:] I'm not a virgin! [Wait, no, she was stumbling through this and Diego was going to think she was a complete idiot.] That is--I'm not inexperienced, or experienced---I wanted to wait a bit before we did anything, and I said that already. [Deep breaths, deep breaths, and wishing she could not stick her foot in her mouth.
There was a bright pink blush on her cheeks now, great. Biting the inside of her cheek, Rey timidly continued on:]
I would lean in, wanting to kiss you and I got a peck on the cheek, so I thought we were on the same page of slow, but not slow. [Did that make sense? Did her luck run out with him?]
And I said BB was with Poe and Finn in case you wanted to spend the night...assuming the date went well, and you wanted to stay with me.