[Rey thought they should’ve ended things after lunch. Clearly, inviting Diego back to her place was a bigger mess than she could’ve predicted. From explaining about her past and the feelings of inadequacy to practically saying she wanted to make out..

They were on multiple rollercoasters of feelings and she was getting whiplash from it all.

Honestly, she was tempted to run and hide in her bathroom, but that wouldn’t do her any good. It wasn’t like she could erase those last few minutes from their minds. God, she wished she could though, if only to spare them both of her foolishness. ]

Y-yeah. [ Yup. Spend the night. Either together for the purpose of resting or “spicy sleep” as she heard her younger co-workers say.

Her gaze didn’t leave his face, trying to take into account every emotion that flickered across his face and if it meant the night was truly over. He squeezed her hand, and she squeezed it back.

He was concerned about that possible next step, if it meant they were exclusive or more than that. She understood the reasoning behind it. Neither of them were the type to just…lower their walls and let someone in. Be that open and vulnerable with another. ]

I’m not one to sleep around either. [That was the easiest one to tackle. ] Sex was kind of on the table, but I didn’t check to see if I had condoms. [Because, fuck she wasn’t going to chance getting pregnant.] So, it was just an idea…but one I was willing to explore.

[She paused, taking a breath to let her words sink in. ]

I’m not seeing anyone else, and I don’t want to. I like you—us. I want to see where this goes.