[Rey is also glad they're talking to each other in text. If she were speaking now, she would be talking in circles over and over again It sounds crazy, really it does, but there are feelings...and she can feel his conflict. Maybe it isn't too late for Ren to come around...]
I think it would be easier to hate him, to just see him as this...monster who has no care for life. Who doesn't care about anyone else except his goals and his own power...but he's not like that. The more I talk to him...the more I find myself unable to turn away.
You're right though. He could be manipulating me--he has the power to try with the Force alone. This could all be a farce. He has to show he can be kind to others and not throw a tantrum--but I think people like to push his buttons.
[Like one person they both know. The one person who she probably won't be able to convince of her plan, and someone else too. Yet, it's so much more complicated. She felt...safe when they slept together on his bed, and she didn't recoil when they kissed...
But like hell she's willing to tell Cisco that. Not yet anyway. She doesn't want to say anything yet. Not for the fuss, but...it's a precious memory of not fighting and simply being with another person who understood loneliness as well as her. Someone who understood that so well.]
He didn't start off this way, and I can't help but wonder if Snoke--the person who changed him--if he found me on Jakku, if I would've turned out the same way.
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Date: 2018-01-24 05:10 pm (UTC)I think it would be easier to hate him, to just see him as this...monster who has no care for life. Who doesn't care about anyone else except his goals and his own power...but he's not like that. The more I talk to him...the more I find myself unable to turn away.
You're right though. He could be manipulating me--he has the power to try with the Force alone. This could all be a farce.
He has to show he can be kind to others and not throw a tantrum--but I think people like to push his buttons.
[Like one person they both know. The one person who she probably won't be able to convince of her plan, and someone else too. Yet, it's so much more complicated. She felt...safe when they slept together on his bed, and she didn't recoil when they kissed...
But like hell she's willing to tell Cisco that. Not yet anyway. She doesn't want to say anything yet. Not for the fuss, but...it's a precious memory of not fighting and simply being with another person who understood loneliness as well as her. Someone who understood that so well.]
He didn't start off this way, and I can't help but wonder if Snoke--the person who changed him--if he found me on Jakku, if I would've turned out the same way.