It's good to have goals, and realize that over time goals can change. It's not always set in stone.
[If it were, then she would've been stuck in London and barely clinging to her sanity. Thankfully, that was neither here nor there.
The idea of being serious was...a hard thing for her to grasp. It sounded scary, and why did they have to talk about that now? So neither of you are wasting your time. Rey's mind whispered, sending a chill down her spine. The idea of kids though...that made her heart stop and filled her with some anxiety.]
I don't know if I want kids or not. I... [Rey drew in a long breath and slowly released it, trying to calm down her heart.] I never pictured having them, but I also never pictured myself living in the States. Honestly, growing up was more about surviving and getting to a point where I could be on my own.
[Making it to the next day was a victory in itself, at least in her eyes. Plus, there was also the whole thing of being a crappy parent--but now wasn't the time to unload all that baggage, not on a first date.]
I don't know if I'm ready for something serious, but I am willing to see where this goes. Assuming if you want to see where it goes too. [Fuck, was she blowing this?]
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Date: 2025-03-25 12:54 am (UTC)[If it were, then she would've been stuck in London and barely clinging to her sanity. Thankfully, that was neither here nor there.
The idea of being serious was...a hard thing for her to grasp. It sounded scary, and why did they have to talk about that now? So neither of you are wasting your time. Rey's mind whispered, sending a chill down her spine. The idea of kids though...that made her heart stop and filled her with some anxiety.]
I don't know if I want kids or not. I... [Rey drew in a long breath and slowly released it, trying to calm down her heart.] I never pictured having them, but I also never pictured myself living in the States. Honestly, growing up was more about surviving and getting to a point where I could be on my own.
[Making it to the next day was a victory in itself, at least in her eyes. Plus, there was also the whole thing of being a crappy parent--but now wasn't the time to unload all that baggage, not on a first date.]
I don't know if I'm ready for something serious, but I am willing to see where this goes. Assuming if you want to see where it goes too. [Fuck, was she blowing this?]