[It really does sound like he's saying that as if to give him an excuse for what he is saying. For not being the monster that she was expecting]
When I was younger, it may not have been my top desire.
[He's silent at that comment. Does he think the Force guided her to him? No, not really. That was more just something that happened. He can't really lie though. They've both somewhat declared neutral ground by buying into the "it's a dream" thing.]
[Yes, she was quite aware that this was a dream. But him...a monster...she wants to believe that, but the longer she is around him, the more she starts to see him as human. Someone who has a past, and someone who is...lost. He doesn't seem fully committed to the Darkside, but she wouldn't tell him that.]
..doesn't make sense.
[For it to lead her to him. To have him in her dream, or to be connected as they were. She was meant to train with Luke, wasn't she? Otherwise, why would she have his lightsaber? But if she was meant to go to him, why did she feel so connect to Ren?]
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Date: 2017-09-16 12:43 am (UTC)[Okay, so that's not how Force dreams work but he's not going to tell her that]
Thus. Pointless.
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Date: 2017-09-16 12:49 am (UTC)Still, it's an opportunity I'm sure someone else in the Order would've taken...
[So why wouldn't he? Unless he really does want to talk to her..]
Do you know why we're connected?
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Date: 2017-09-16 12:55 am (UTC)[Does he?]
... No.
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:03 am (UTC)[She doesn't believe him, but... he doesn't know why they're connected...that she can believe.]
Have you told Snoke about this?
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:09 am (UTC)[No, he's not told him. Snoke tends to know everything about him. It can be ... tiring]
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:11 am (UTC)Which only makes her think that if there was a chance in hell that she would turn to Ren as her Master, if Snoke wished it, he would kill her.]
Not always, otherwise he would've sent you to Jakku. [Before she found BB-8. Before any of this began.]
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:15 am (UTC)[Listen, the droid escaping with the plans was not something they had seen. People being sneaky seems to confuse even the strongest of Force users]
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:17 am (UTC)No. He didn't. [She hadn't done anything with the Force on Jakku! At least, not that she knew of.]
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 01:20 am (UTC)[And there he goes, getting under her skin.]
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 01:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 01:48 am (UTC)[There may be a tinge of bitterness]
You're either born with strength in it, or not.
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:49 am (UTC)Even you. [It's a statement, not a question.]
I tried running away from it, and it lead me to you.
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:55 am (UTC)[He doesn't react to that, not visibly, but it he find it an interesting statement to make]
The Force... will try to guide your way.
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Date: 2017-09-16 01:59 am (UTC)...and guide me to you?
[She doesn't want to believe that. Not in the least.]
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Date: 2017-09-16 02:15 am (UTC)[It really does sound like he's saying that as if to give him an excuse for what he is saying. For not being the monster that she was expecting]
When I was younger, it may not have been my top desire.
[He's silent at that comment. Does he think the Force guided her to him? No, not really. That was more just something that happened. He can't really lie though. They've both somewhat declared neutral ground by buying into the "it's a dream" thing.]
To whatever it needs from you.
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Date: 2017-09-16 02:22 am (UTC)..doesn't make sense.
[For it to lead her to him. To have him in her dream, or to be connected as they were. She was meant to train with Luke, wasn't she? Otherwise, why would she have his lightsaber? But if she was meant to go to him, why did she feel so connect to Ren?]
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Date: 2017-09-16 08:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 08:23 am (UTC)Why I keep being drawn back to you. The Force is telling me to go to Luke, but keeps placing you in my path.
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Date: 2017-09-16 08:28 am (UTC)Interesting
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Date: 2017-09-16 08:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 08:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 08:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-09-16 08:42 am (UTC)[He actually sounds a little irritated that she thought he did]
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